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Post by thesuperinvader on Nov 18, 2012 21:48:21 GMT -5
Hey!! I used to actually post here!!
So, yeah anyone who remembers me, I'm back. Sorry for being gone for so long, I've had some.... interesting things happen to me in the past couple months, But I'm back now!!
If your interested in what happened, feel free to ask, its not of utmost confidentiality lol
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Post by Marble (LS5) on Nov 18, 2012 23:25:30 GMT -5
You've got me curious. I'm always eager to hear about people's lives!
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Post by 06hypersonic60 on Nov 19, 2012 15:36:53 GMT -5
lol. Welcome back TheSuperInvader. Can't wait to hear some new remixes ^^
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Post by Th33z on Nov 20, 2012 18:41:53 GMT -5
Fuck, man. It has been some time, I've almost forgotten you.
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Post by thesuperinvader on Nov 21, 2012 18:48:30 GMT -5
Well, not to get too into it, I've been clinically depressed for years. My parents... kind of hate me to an extent, to put it in context, the last thing my mum said to me was "that I'm a problem for anyone who's ever met me". To sum it up, I feel hated and alone at all times, people try to rationalize it to me as, "you have tons of friends and you've had girlfriends, obviously your not hated", this is a kind of thing impossible to rationalize. Anyway, I've made more then one attempt at my life, around the start of september, a friend found me vomiting blood in the washroom, fallout from another failed suicide attempt. Then my friends found the cuts all along my body, literally every part. Arms, legs, chest, you name it. So after I told him what was up, he forced me to see the school counselor. In turn, he sent me to a psychiatrist. Now I'm not what would you call happy by any stretch of the imagination, but I don't exactly feel the urge to kill myself.
I'm not attention seeking or anything of the like, I just have had that pent up for so long and what better place to release it then through the anonymity of the Internet?
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Post by Marble (LS5) on Nov 22, 2012 1:32:46 GMT -5
I understand your situation. Though I cannot stop you from attempting to end your life, I encourage you to keep trying to find a solution to your problems. We are your friends, and we will help in any way we can.
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Post by chaosshadic456 on Nov 23, 2012 16:48:02 GMT -5
I understand you thesuperinvader, i had the almost same problem like you... in 2007.
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Post by Th33z on Nov 23, 2012 17:14:17 GMT -5
That's pretty rough.
Although I haven't been through anything as much as you have, I understand what it means to be "Clinically Depressed" and have experienced my fair share of shit.
I also know how it feels for a best friend to contemplate and attempt suicide and all of that ruckus, and fortunately for them and me, I talked them out of it and "comforted" them, so to speak.
So, if you want, I'm open to be here for you.
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